October 14 9:23 am
Hello! I got my Gold Belt last night!! Party time!
How are you doing?
October 8 (7:50)
I love the analogy of a flower. I choose to be a Daisy, that’s my spirit flower LOL.
I took a 5 love languages quiz for fun last night and not surprising that acts of service was #1 @30% and #2 was words of affirmation @27%. It’s no wonder I don’t feel loved because not only is who he is, he doesn’t speak my “language” so to speak.
I also watched The Social Dilemma last night and would love to discuss that with you. I think that could be a podcast topic for sure.
I hope you are having good day already. Mine is great because I got to go the gym and workout :) Plus, Haylee and her boyfriend came over last night and that is always a good time. I love seeing my kids.
October 7 (3:54)
There is something so healing about being in your presence, even if it’s just over the phone. You are one of my favorite people on the planet and you know just how to show up for me in the way that I need. I hope that you find some level of that from me. At least I make you laugh, and that’s healing.
Talking to you feels right….that’s pretty much the only way I know how to describe it. Having to give up seeing you and being in contact with you is not easy for me, and I hope that changes soon.
I feel weak, mentally, spiritually, emotionally…and every other way. When I feel like this, I just want to burry my head under my covers and eat sugar. I am tough, so I will push through this feeling. I am just so tired of trying to fit a round peg in a square hole with Dan, but too tired to get out completely. I am not strong enough now, I am not ready now, but I am also so exhausted with this life that I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this.
-Rant over-
September 9, 2022
So great talking.
October 8, 2019 9:01 AM
Glad you had a great start to the day! Would love to talk about the Social Dilemma.
Yeah, you’re not only not getting the love language that matters to you, you’re getting toxins instead.
I think I’m going to change my personal style to something like this …
Heading to Target to get some stuffs.
October 7, 4:20 PM
Awww I feel the same way toward you, dear friend.
Rant as often as you need to.
You’re carrying some heavy burdens with someone who should be lifting things from your shoulders, not adding more burden, guilt, shame, fear, and abuse. I hope you find a way
There’s a saying that reads, “When a flower struggles to bloom, you fix the environment, not the flower.”
You are the flower. The rest is up to you.
Always here.
October 7 (1:55 PM)
Loved talking today. I’m sorry your heart is heavy. I’m here for you.
